||[Apr. 12th, 2004|11:55 pm]
Short post because I need to go to bed.|
I went to my office tonight. (First time since March 25.) I knew I needed to get out of this pit of depression I've been drifting into. I called Janet (still no clever LJ name) and she came over to see me and to pray. Well, we ended up talking about many things including my struggles with everyone's apathy burning me out. We started off there and she totally got where I was coming from - in fact she's recently been there herself. This is the difference between talking to someone who is supportive but can't empathize and some one who is in the same boat. After we talked my issues to death we ended up talking about many other things, including a shared love of dance, family situations, etc. I thought we had talked for a hour and a half, but since no one set the clock for day light savings time, it was actually 2 1/2 hours. And in the end she prayed for me and I for her. So, I feel renewed (at least for this week). I am canceling the 30 Hour Famine, but am still ready to spend the hours I would have devoted there to working on many outstanding projects on my Youth Ministry things to do list.